jennifers wedding was this weekend. it was so much fun! lets see... went over to her house early in the morning... kinda laid back feeling as we got ready. then all of a sudden at the very end, when all our make up and hair was getting done, the time just flew by. but its ok... we got to the restaurant about 5 minutes after we had to get there. haha the ceremony was nice... too bad the mics didnt work, so no one could hear the vows... im sure more people would have been crying if they were able to hear them. anywho... afterwards it was PaRtY TiMe! haha... did all the regular wedding stuff... i was supppper nervous for my speech. i was up very late working on it... but i think it turned out alright. and i think everyone had a fun time. jennifer looked so beautiful in her dress so congrats to her and marcel!

anywho... now today jose has left to mexico. i think on this same page, like 1 or probably 2 years ago, i was saying the same thing. that jose was gone for mexico and i was missing him. well its day one... and i think hes going to be gone for 15 days... i should be able to manage. just going to keep busy... and during the weekdays work keeps me pretty busy anyways. plus the feeling when he comes back makes the wait all worth it. so again, i should be ok.

as far as work. lets see. its not bad i guess. i dont get treated the way some people get treated... kinda unfairly. i dont know why theres favoritism some days... im not doing anything uniquely different from anyone else, so it kinda makes me feel akward when i hear, oh, be more like michelle. etc etc. its just weird. i have my bad days too... getting no products on some days... and lately having crappy weeks of no products... its just so tiresome. having to ask the same customers over and over again for a credit card, new cd, blah blah. i just want to do the transaction for them, have a little small talk, balance at the end of the day, and be done with it. but thats not what the job is. oh well... id say its stable for now... but with how the economy is going and banks looking like they are going to close. its scary. wheres the money going to go. where are people going to work. i thought you were supposed to have a guaranteed job in the financial banking business, but now it doesnt really seem that way. maybe this time with pass and we wont get out of our depression or whatever the hell it is. cause its scary, thinking people are going to be out of the job and makes planning my own future not look so great. well, thats all pretty random i guess, but maybe the next weeks will go better. also... just gotta end july, then go through august, then first week of september i get a weeks vacation. cant wait... thatll give me the break i need from work for now.

joses in mexico... until the 30th... i can manage right?

work is going ok

going to the beach tomorrow... im apologize in advance for those that have to see me in my bathing suit!

update time!

*so i quit vans and took the job with jennifer. i was sooo sad about this change like 2 weeks ago, and having people at work (vans) totally not caring that i was leaving kept me going back and forth with the whole thing. the last meeting they had, back to school was discussed, and it just sounded like a lot of fun they were going to have. i was slightly jealous and sad that i wasnt going to be there, but then again, ive been gone almost a week, and no one has commented on my myspace that im gone. is it bad to feel upset about that? well i do. but that was always one of the problems, that i wasnt as close to the workers as others were. whatever, its over with right?

*anywho, today was my 2nd day working at the SUTIC (security union title insurance company) yesterday was terrible! i had gotten mcdonalds to eat before work, and then the ending half of me sitting there i felt totally sick to my stomach. at first i thought it was my nerves or something, but no i really was feeling sick. well every time i had to get up to put the papers somewhere else, i felt worse. around 9, i got up, and went straight for a trash can and threw up  it was just a little bit, but enough for me to hurry my butt to the bathroom thats like a mile away. and so whatever, i felt sick there, and on my way home i hurried to joses... but first i had to stop by the market to pick up some pepto or something. WELL while i was in there, just in getting the medicine and waiting to pay for it, i felt sick again, but this time i totallllly threw up. gawd i hated it, the lady hurried and put some bin on the floor and i squatted down and yacked like 4 times. blegh it sucked! well i cried my way to joses, and took pills and felt sick the whole time. and then i came home and knocked out cause he gave me dramamil (sp?) today im happy to say was a lot better. had swimming with michelle and the kids earlier in the day, then went to work and got the hang of stuff better then yesterday. not too bad i guess.

*um are those the main points? yes i think so. lets see if anything else happens to me soon...